Recently I have been having some interesting dreams. If anyone could tell me why I am having them and like interpret my dream that would be awesome because this whole I think I’m dying thing isn’t fun or awesome.

#1
I was In a cemetary with J. We were running & skeleons were chasing us. Then J dissapeared & a person in all black cape was there and he choked me. I woke up worried because I couldn’t breathe good and my neck hurt. The reason I couldn’t breathe correctly was because my nose was stuffy. My neck hurt because i was laying uncomfortably.

#2
I don’t remember much of the dream except the end. I was laying on the floor and my head had something around it. There was a thing on the thing around my head that you turned and the person was going to make it squeeze my head really hard.

#3
I remember this one even less than 1 & 2. I was at a small hotel. It was really pretty inside. Someone there was trying to hurt me.

Maybe since I’m remembering less and less of each dream it means they will go away soon.

• That is what I learned when I went and saw New Moon with J.
• Apparently I can be annoying.
• It was a good movie.
• I am definately team jacob.
• I don’t get the whole bony scrawny hot guy thing.
• I have only read the first two books so I think I will ask for the other ones for Christmas.
• It would be awesome if they could have made the werewolves look better.

People need to quit telling me I will become more comfortable with it once I do it more.

I didn’t get my license until it was 22 1/2 years old.

I didn’t actually drive by myself until a monthish after getting my license.

My friend whose house I was going to drive to for my first solo drive had to convince me I wasn’t going to die in the 9 minute drive from my house to his house.

My grandma who has been driving since forever doesn’t like driving.

I’m not bad at it, but I don’t think I will ever like doing it.

In July I graduated from college. My parents were going to buy me an awesome old looking bike. Unfortunately they had to spend all of thier money on someone who still feels it’s okay to complain about it. I also haven’t gotten a birthday present because they are spending all their money on person who still complains. (& Christmas will also be small even though person still likes to make complaints.)

(I’m not trying to sound bratty, but it is kind of hard when someone is spending all their money on you and none on other people and you still complain. & I didn’t even get a birthday or graduation card.)

Anyways…

We have an bike in our exercise room. I’m trying to use that every day. I kind of suck at consistently exercising, but I seem to do pretty good with this bike thing. I think it’s because I can do other stuff while doing it. (Right now I’m writing this post and biking at the same time.)

I guess it doesn’t matter right now that I don’t have a real one right now since it is too cold.

Ps. It isn’t so much the spending money on her and not me that bothers me. It’s the she still complains after all they do.

Friday was my first day as a subsitute teacher. I was called after school already started. The lady on the phone asked if I was busy. I said no. She asked how soon I could get there. The middle school I had to go to was really close so that was good. When I went to the office I walked in and told the people there who I was and they had kind of an odd look on thier face. (1st time I thought the title)

I was there at the end of first hour/period/class/ whatever you want to call it. The lady who was there before me told me what she did and left. There were mumbles of she’s our sub/she can’t be a sub and confused faces. (2nd time I thought it)

Two of the classes had another teacher there so I didn’t actually have to do much with the students. I during the two class periods I graded papers.

During the last class I had to go to a different room. The other classes were 7th graders. This one was 8th. When I walked in there was more surprise and I once again thought the title of this post.

One thing I learned is students really need to not laugh when subs mispronounce someones name. During one of the classes I had to do it. The names were written by the teacher and not on a computer. I couldn’t really read her handwriting so trying to figure out thier names was kind of difficult.

It was kind of wierd be a teacher in a school that I used to be a student at. It also seemed odd having people call me Ms. Last Name.

I’m kind of sad that Halloween is over. Wearing a costume and seeing what others are wearing and handing out candy and going to a costume party is kind of fun.

I really like Christmas and Thanksgiving so Yay! for those being closer then before.

Saturday night I saw someone putting up thier Christmas tree. It seems a little early for that. What is with people wanting to skip Halloween and thanksgiving and go straight to Christmas?

I really like seeing houses all decorated for christmas. Yay! for that. I wish more people decorated for Halloween the same way they decorate for Christmas.

Parents went away to Florida for the week. Left on Sunday before Halloween. Came back on Sunday after Halloween.

Sunday October 25: Mom woke me up before they left to say bye and stuff. J came to visit after church for a little bit. Luckily the dogs didn’t jump on him since he was all dressed nice. Did some laundry. Had a ton of laundry to do, but only did one load. J came over later and we watched ghost busters. I love the giant marshmellow guy. When I went to bed I found out my bed is not very roomy when there are two dogs and a cat who want to lay in bed with you.

Monday October 26: Arguing sucks. Really really sucks. When they don’t actually get talked about and fixed it kind of really sucks. Watched Ghost Busters 2. I forgot what this one was about. All I could remember is there was a baby. I liked it. I still like the marshmellow guy the best.

Tuesday October 27: Watched Halloweentown 1 & 2. I love Disney tv movies. Did some more laundry. Tried to figure out what I needed for my Halloween costume still.

Wednesday October 28: Stayed home by myself with the puppies. Didn’t do much.

Thursday October 29: Cleaned my car with J. It was kind of gross. I kind of hate having to clean a car that I didn’t dirty, but it looks good now so oh well. Went to the halloween store and bought the rest of my costume. I just have to glue some stuff together and then it will be all good. Watched scary tv stuff. It stormed for a little bit. Puppy was scared of thunder. Sad face. When I went to bed he smooshed himself right next to me.

Friday October 30: More laundry. Nailpolish was peeling off so I finally got around to taking it off. Was really hard to get off. Ended up pouring the nail polish remover in the lid and putting my nails in there. Even doing that it was hard to get it to come off. Justin came over later to glue my costume together. We had to glue some earrings to my garters since we couldn’t find any that I liked.

Saturday October 31: Yay! Halloween! I love Halloween. Most people like going out, but I think I like passing out candy and seeing little kids in costumes. My cousin came over to trick or treat in my neighborhood. I had to put the puppies in the basement as soon as I saw people walking outside. We didn’t get as many people as we usually get. Not sure why. After handing out candy Justin and I left to go to a party. Justin was the only person I knew and there was a friend of his there that I met once before. It was a funish party. I think I would have liked it better if I knew more people. I also would have liked it better if I was more comfortable talking to people I don’t know.

Pretty much every website I look at has people talking about how sexy halloween costumes are bad. I kind of have to disagree. I think some of the costumes are really cute. This year my costume is a pirate. One of the funny things is that I have seen it called multiple things. It is named either sexy pirate or sexy pirate wench. I bought it when I was with my mom and grandma. Both of them liked my costume. A lot of the “slutty” costumes don’t even look very slutty.  I don’t get what the problem is if someone wants to wear a costume that looks like that. Why is it bad? Anyways, the costumes don’t exactly cover a whole lot of your body, but I still don’t think they are slutty.

I kind of hate driving. After 22 years I finally got it. Yay. The test had to be rescheduled a few times because it was really rainy the days of my other tests. The first time I went there my mom and I thought I had to take a written test. Apparently the only written test you need is to get a permit and not the license. That was kind of nice. During my test I did a few things wrong but I still passed. I think it would be difficult to not pass.

Only not really.

This weekend was the Chicago country music festival. I went with my mom to see John rich play. Someone played before him, but we had never heard of them. They were okay. Before JR came out some other people came out. It was Sinister and Chi Chi from Daisy of Love. My mom didn’t know who they were so I had to explain the whole rock of love daisy of love thing. Sinister sang some Michael Jackson song that I can’t remember right now, but it was kind of terrible. He has a cd coming out. Ick. Why are people who can’t sing allowed to do this?