Cheese!

So. I have decided to make myself stop being all blagh and stuff. Lately I have been all everything sucks and is bad and I want to go on vacation and leave. Things are not that bad. I need to quit being so negative and get happy.

So. Here is a list of reasons why things are good:

1. Yes, I have a lot of school stuff and life stuff happening, but if all this stuff wasn’t happening then I would be bored.
2. My grades in my classes are pretty decent and they aren’t as bad as what I worry about them being.
3. Even though my schedule totally doesn’t match my friends schedule and it is hard to hang out with them, there are still people that I can text and talk to online that are awesome.
4. If people think/say something bad about me because of some purses I might own or my phone or computer or clothes, oh well. I like my things and I am not some overly spoiled person regardless of how many people seem to think that.
5. It is almost Thanksgiving. Yum! Yay! (I almost never eat turkey though. Just the other things.)
6. Things might not always be perfect and if they aren’t I don’t need to make them perfect. Not perfect can be much more fun.
7. You. Internet people. I read way too many blogs and follow way too many people on twitter, but you are all so interesting and have adorable kids and make me laugh and say aww and you’re awesome! : )
8. I am awesome! I’m not as fat as I think I am. My skin isn’t that awful. My hands/wrists are not as ew as the picture makes them look. My hair looks pretty okay. I also am done caring if you say that I am too skinny. I’m not. Shut up.
9. B. I like talking to him. It’s nice. : ) Hopefully we don’t quit like usual.
10. J. So many things. I think i’ll keep them to myself. : )

None of these are long enough for seperate posts.

For my bathroom stuff that I got this year is all natural/organic/not animal tested. I got this toothpaste that is from a brand Toms of Maine. It taste exactly like that stuff they give you at the dentist. The gel that they put in the container that goes on your teeth. I’m totally not describing it well but I can’t think of anything better.

These last few days my eyes have been irritating me. If I have my contacts in my eyes for a while they get red. My eyes also seem to always be dry. Yuck.

I am using a flatter pillow at school then what I normally use and it’s kind of amazing. It’s actually really comfy. I am so over firm pillows and now shall only use fluffy.

Dude. The Demi Lovato music video “Get Back” is shot in same place as antm lingerie photoshoot I think. With the bridge is the background. I’m not sure what season it was but it was possibly the same as when they wore meat.

I am like Jared. I eat so many wraps/sandwiches.

Back to school: The last year.

Packing:
• Get out boxes.
• Make a pile of stuff to take downstairs.
• Put random bathroom stuff in boxes.
• Find DVD box and makeup/other stuff box that needs to go in box.
• Take out random bathroom stuff put dvd and makeup/other box in and put bathroom stuff back in.
• Talk to mom. Realize there is bunch of other stuff that I almost forgot.
• Start doing laundry.
• Take a break to play on Wii.
• Decide which pajamas will be taken and take out ones that won’t.
• Dump clean clothes on couch in my room.
• Sort through clothes in drawers and take out the ones I’m bringing.
• Hang clean clothes up.
• Consider getting a garbage bag together of stuff I don’t want and donate it.
•Look for bright green luggage in basement.
• Ask mom for help finding suitcases.
• (not sure which word I like better)
• Put stuff in suitcases that my mom found.
• Finish packing for the day.
• Next day start with more laundry.
• Pack clothes, belts, purses.
• Put clothes in dryer and blanket in wash.
• Decide to order State Line pizza.
• Pack dryer clothes. Put blanket in dryer. Put more clothes in washer.
• Take a break to eat dinner.
• Take blanket out of dryer and put clothes in dryer.
• Watch No Reservations while clothes dry.
• Put clothes in dryer away.
• Go upstairs to get ready for bed.
• Notice puppy pee on floor.
• Notice cat pee on bed and pillow.
• Find a blanket to sleep downstairs on couch.

At school:
• Get room number and key.
• Make 3 trips to get everything up to my room.
• Meet RA. (yay she’s nice and awesome)
• Go get lunch at Ruby Tuesdays.
• Get stuff that I forgot at WalMart.
• Go to dorm and take stuff up to room.
• Say goodbye to mom.
• Unpack stuff.
• Realize I forgot: tv and sheet.
• Go to floor meeting.
• Go back to room.
• Brush teeth.
• Wash face.
• Go to bed.

Up and Down and Up and Down

Yesterday I had to go to an eye exam. I need new contacts and I wanted color ones. I hate going to the eye doctor, The air blowing thing is the worst. Sometimes they have to do it a few times in each eye which is annoying. When they finally get to the glass things and ask which one you can see out of better I always feel like maybe I am picking the wrong one. It’s like a test I can/will never pass. I wish they would just start out with a weaker one and then if I can’t see pick a stronger one and a stronger one instead of making me feel like I am guessing which is stronger 1 or 2.

After the eye doctor I went to the grocery store and Walmart with my mom. At Walmart they had a surprisingly large selection of shower stuff that I wanted. I am trying to use natural/organic/no animal testing/vegetarian stuff and I found some really good stuff there.

I tried calling my boyfriend earlier to tell him I wasn’t going to the Taste of Chicago and was instead going on Tuesday but he didn’t answer. He was playing baseball with some people and ended up coming over after that. We started talking about some stuff and of course I got upset. He made me feel a little better although I am still kind of ick. It’s kind of like he is going to Australia for a few months and not going to be able to talk to me or see me much/at all. Not exactly and I know i’m being vague but since i’m not sure what is happening I would rather not write it until I know for sure.

I’m trying to put pictures on shutterfly right now and it isn’t working. Maybe I will do it later..

It’s freezing today. I’m ready for warm weather.

Guess What?? I ordered a swimsuit today. Yes, the temperature was in the single digits (I think) all day. Here’s the one I got.

In other news… My hand really hurts. I’m not sure what happened. I went to Target today and took the bus. After I was done at Target I had to wait outside and wait for the bus. While I was waiting it was really cold and windy. My ears were numbish and I was freezing. When I got on the bus I noticed my hand hurt. I took off my glove and part of it was all red and dry. It looked really gross. It’s my right hand on the outside of my hand near my thumb. I’m not sure why this is the only part of my hand that did that and the rest of my hands were fine since I was wearing gloves. I think I need to get better gloves… and some earmuffs.